and whats next??

Sorry it’s been so long since I blogged.  There has been a lot going on in my life right now and I’m really not handling it too well.  I received a call from my aunt last week that my uncle, who I call dad since mine was never around, was told that either he starts dialysis in a month or he wouldn’t live past a year and if he did start it he would live about a year and a half.  Seems like the past couple months have been a big rollercoaster and I can’t get off of it.  And a lot of other problems are popping up.  Seems like it is getting harder and harder to get out of bed.  I haven’t told hubby because there is times when you just need someone to talk to and my hubby tries to rationalize everything, when sometimes you just need someone to listen and let you cry.

Oh the upside I did take my son to the dentist to day No cavities, sad when you are looking for any good news.

Diet wise, all my motivation has ran to hide, LOL  I will find it again soon. 

Thanks for listening.

9 Comments so far

  1. WonderWoman @ July 28th, 2008

    I know girl, sometimes you just want someone to listen and let you cry it out. Find that motivation soon! Don’t let it hide for too long ok?

  2. glamorgirl @ July 28th, 2008

    sorry things have been so tough lately. i know i am emotinal eater so when things get tough i tend to eat more. try to avoid that if you can. just know you have plenty of people on this site that support you in your quest to lose weight and if you ever need to talk to anyone email me. i am a good listener.

  3. sandy @ July 28th, 2008

    Sorry you’re having a hard time Jammie, motivation is such a slippery thing. One minute you’ve got a good hold on it, them things just seem to pile up and the next thing you know it’s gone. Just hang in there… you’re almost at your mini-goal. We’re all pulling for you.

  4. rae25 @ July 29th, 2008

    I just read your blog after I sent you a message. Sorry about your uncle. I know the wanting to hide in bed feeling very well,and the need for someone to just listen and let you cry. Cry it out girl, but remember you have to get out of bed sometime - you have done so well so far and you are a great source of inspiration. Keep up the good fight. We are all here for you :)

  5. AuntTeeTee @ July 29th, 2008

    I am sorry to hear about your uncle.

    Motivation…whew girl, it seems we have all been sucker punched in that department lately. It is hard when you have so much going on in the bad news dept. to keep your chin up and find time for yourself. You hang in there! Just remember that there are some things you cannot change. Stay focused on the things you can. :)

  6. lanite @ July 29th, 2008

    Thank you everyone for your kind replies. It really does help.

  7. bluehills @ August 3rd, 2008

    And thank YOU for the nice comment on my blog about my weight loss. Hang in there, okay? I ready an article this morning that says exercise actually helps when you’re depressed. Even though you may not feel like it, why don’t you try to force yourself to go out for a short walk…even a 10-minute walk…and see if helps at all.

    Debbie

  8. memdowling @ August 3rd, 2008

    I’m so sorry to hear about your uncle. I know exactly where you’re coming from on just wanting someone to listen and let you cry it out. I have friends exactly like your dh and sometimes it’s just not what you want to hear. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult time. Keep the faith that your motivation will return! (((BIGHUGS)))

  9. poet @ August 27th, 2008

    I will pray that your motivation returns soon. How soon? HIP! HIP! HOORAY! JAMMIE! IS BACK AND THIS TIME TO STAY!!!!! Thank you for being my buddy, anxious to get to know you better. You seem to be loved very much here. Luv Ya! sista! Linda

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